I took 9 Panadols,
I don't feel any changes,
My life seems crumbled into pieces at the moment,
I feel utter useless.
I took 9 Panadols,
I am starting to feel slightly dizzy,
I seem to be bringing problems to everyone around me,
I think I need to start avoiding them - for their betterment.
I took 9 Panadols,
My stomach is starting to gurgle,
I am trying to avoid them,
Loneliness is creeping in.
I took 9 Panadols,
My stomach is aching now,
Loneliness has crept in and it's eating my soul,
I roll a joint to help ease the pain.
I took 9 Panadols,
I'm flying,
I cannot feel anything,
I wish I can cut myself or jump outside the window to feel some pain.
I took 9 Panadols,
I'm crying and wailing,
I wish I can cut open my brains and take them out,
I wish I need not think about anything.
I took 9 Panadols,
I am tired of living on,
I am almost certain I am not able to bring any good to this world,
I am hoping I will just leave it while I am asleep.
