An Impasse

There are two regrets in my life at the moment.

On any circumstances, I never heed regrets; on the contrary I am against it. I believe that everything happened - good or bad, had a reason to. Hence, I never took to heart how regret was meant to feel.

However, tonight I full-heartedly regret 2 occasions that happened in the past. I honestly wish I could take back time and flip the coins on those fateful days.

First Regret : Kartheek saving me from my attempt of committing suicide
Second Regret : Me making promises to him and my best friend, Raji that I will not attempt it again

The point in my life that I am right now, is the worst than I could ask for.

Rise, My Dear Warriors!

The world is condoned to a mindset: the expectation and acceptance of an absurd pretence appearing pleasant and respectable.

People dawdle their everyday caged in their own environment; like prisoners in their own fucking cage. They are their own key holder, but ironically have locked themselves in and disposed it.

"Yes, I am in prison now - just like the rest! Yay!!"

Pride attracts other "inmates" into their prison territory and their natural instinct is to start comparing each other's enclaves,

"I've got Cage A"

"Hey I've just upgraded mine to Cage B from C"

"I've got the new rank: Golden Cage!"

It's one of a kind the Golden Cage onward. There's also a career ladder one climbs up from Silver, Gold, Sapphire, Platinum to Diamond and Blue Diamond to top the list. Cooped in their cages, they embark out of their jurisdictions to mingle with fellow colony to strut and swank an achievement to no avail but chocolate cake to one's ego.

Like flying pigs, someone walks past them: someone like you - without a cage. Appalled, they retaliate by clamouring in utter profanities creating a false impression of you as an imbecile in your fallacious appearance just because you don't own a cage. Absolutely ignorant of the fact that they are in a cage - limited by their own boundaries set whilst you are free unreservedly.

The world is so condoned to the prisoner mindset: so obsessed in advancing the wooden cage to a metal, iron, then bronze, silver, gold, sapphire, platinum eventually diamond. Utterly engrossed in such promotion yet oblivious to the fact that they are living a life of pure materialism and nugatory.

Can you relate such in reality? A typical family has cars - locked up in their garage, houses - secured in a domain of fence and padlocks, wives, husbands and children - curfew to get back to the enormous monkey cages prepared and every now and then during festive seasons especially, invite guests to be entertained in their exclusive parade of materialism. If this' not what insanity is, then I don't know what else it could be.

The problem is bigger than what it appears to be. The problem is that there are very few of us - people like you and me in the whole world. I feel what we are doing is not enough; we must take a great deal of action to create ridiculously abundant success. Having extended to a generous size of the organization, this will only enhance the capacity of money, influence and people. Once these 3 are on our fingertips, then and only then can we conquer the whole fucking world.

'Those who are crazy enough to think they can change the world usually do' - Steve Jobs